I apologize if I've seemed insensitive today. I really do feel bad for everything you've been through. But you asked me once (or twice, or a lot) what a hurricane is like. Yes, this is kind of like that. I guess. If you added rain, lightning, thunder, and heat (and a few other side affects).
I promise I didn't send this on you just to show you what's up because I really like you and I don't know how to do that kind of thing.
Welp, get better soon!