i feel fancy

I got to see a free preview of this new movie tonight.  We sat in a reserved section for the press.
That's right, I'm the press.  More to come:)

blessings

being end of term, this is a rough week,

but i've had lots of help to get me through it.

- Real game & new friends

- spring break brought a bestie back from Missouri

- a five amigos reunion

- lunch dates (double date?  polygamy date.)

- LONG WEEKEND

- green food

- the writing game

- oil change in car and they vacuumed

- awesome friends, lovely family

- inspiration

happy friday everyone:) 

good, better, best

I get in these ruts.
I don't like myself.
I don't feel pretty,
and I can never figure out how to act.
I end up taking it out on others, which I'm trying very hard not to do.

When I feel like this, little things throw me off.
I know that happens because it's hard for me to get to a happy place to begin with.
With that's changed, it's not the actual change that hurts, it's that I don't know when I'll feel good again.

It works out, I know.
I just don't like it.

When I feel like this, I'm not searching for compliments, or lines to make me feel better.
I know what I am, I just need to remind myself.

Thanks to some hilarious friends who endured an awkward conversation just to talk today.  I love you.

creation of man

I have great friends.  I love them so much that I run in the rain to put balloons on their cars and do their hairs repeatedly.  We're pretty awesome.

I did her hurr.

mrs. jenkins

the five musketeers

We love the Scarlet Pimpernel, but we love Chauvelin

and the Bounders even more:)

lent

I can't believe I almost forgot.  Every year I miss it and it's sad because there's so much I want to do--or stop doing--and you all know I need me some pressure to do it.

Last year Hannah gave up french fries and was awesome.

For a few months I've been off caffeine (I miss my Dr. Pepper) in hopes of ditching all coke for good.
So, I've decided to quit soda and bread.  I want to cut white bread out completely.  I don't eat much except for rolls with dinner, so I'm going to skip those and all others where possible.

This will be fun.

blah blah bra

This thing called school is beginning to be a chore.  Whenever I've gotten bored before, I've still looked forward to the social aspect.  1600 kids certainly can't be boring, right?  Eh, probably not, but I don't even care enough anymore.

Stats homework is just not interesting when you have all these life lessons thrown in front of you.  Real life is much more fun and practical.

I'm crafting and going to the bank, finding a home for this fall and getting a new passport, trying to clean and work out and putting on a Prom Expo.  Life is ridiculous, but great.

I'll have pictures as soon as I can breathe!  I've got a tea party and things to share.

Anyone know of a good, cheap photographer?  I need some senior pictures (Lexi, laugh and you die).

wouldn't it be nice...

(to listen to the Beach Boys all the time?  thanks to Cold Stone for the playing my favorites)

Today was great.  We had the day off because the juniors were taking the ACT.

I went to the gym and chatted with my favorite Cyndi in the steam room.

We had a birthday party for Justin Bieber.

I had my first real business meeting.

I ate banana Cold Stone with Ellen after said business meeting and met some hilarious boys who sang to me when I tipped them.

I took a quick nap.

I talked about college with some loves.

I studied.

Oh wait...

And I entered into an awesome giveaway hosted by Mikki Platt and her awesome new website.  She's great.